18 days a counting

18 days ago I wrote a post about being in love for that day/moment and how I was going to try to extend that feeling by just a little bit.  Maybe a day…or if I was lucky a few days in a row.  It’s 18 days later and I haven’t lost the feeling yet.  I have even held onto it through a visit from a relative and a week of PMS.  

Could it be as simple as just telling myself to hold the feeling?  Is it because I actively resisted using porn?  Did I avoid thinking of my ex…or didn’t he cross my mind due to my state of mind?

If and when this feeling wanes, I will be ultra aware of the moment so I can avoid it in the future.  Because even though being madly in love never really makes sense – it’s still the best place to be 


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