18 days ago I wrote a post about being in love for that day/moment and how I was going to try to extend that feeling by just a little bit. Maybe a day…or if I was lucky a few days in a row. It’s 18 days later and I haven’t lost the feeling yet. I have even held onto it through a visit from a relative and a week of PMS.
Could it be as simple as just telling myself to hold the feeling? Is it because I actively resisted using porn? Did I avoid thinking of my ex…or didn’t he cross my mind due to my state of mind?
If and when this feeling wanes, I will be ultra aware of the moment so I can avoid it in the future. Because even though being madly in love never really makes sense – it’s still the best place to be